and try to obtain satisfaction in so many other things. Why isn’t He enough for
me? He is more than enough for me! Why I am constantly looking to other
things and people to fulfill me? I should be feasting on His Word but instead I
feast on food and facebook and television and an assortment of other earthly attrations. I feast on everything else in this
world and then I run to Him! A feast is something you do when you are
celebrating. I should be celebrating my Papa, my Father, the King of Kings
EVERY day, not just when I feel like it. A feast is a long meal with many
courses. It is not five minutes in the morning or twenty minutes at night. It
should be all day, every day, feasting on how majestic His name is! How
majestic His promises are to me! There are so many alluring things in this
world, even things that in themselves are good yet I put them before Him and
pretend that it is okay. It is NOT okay! He is jealous for me and does NOT want
to share my attention with ANYthing else, with ANYone else!
going right for ME I find it easy to run to Him, to praise Him for who He is.
When everything is going wrong, He is still the same God! He still loves me the
same yet I’m spoiled and find it much harder to praise Him the same. This MUST
change. I must PRAISE Him, truly praise Him and worship Him whether I think
everything is going right or not. He works according to HIS purposes not mine!
I’m SO selfish and He is SO selfless! He is working everything out according to
HIS purposes and I should trust Him and be SO thankful that He’s working things
out HIS way and not mine. My prayer is that I may desire Him more than anything on earth!

Always good to be reminded of this. Thanks for sharing!
Hi Mary,
You blest me tonight! Thanks for sharing your heart. The song..HE Loves..yeah..He is jealous for me…etc. It’s cool when God stuff gets deep down in our hearts and it just takes over. Like the ocean waves that come in on us..how cool is that. Thank you for sowing and loving.
We were at a wedding shower tonight for a gal that is marrying a South African guy who has farmed in the area for friends of ours. Sarah knew him well. Sarah’s passing has changed their course of their relationship..Praise God!
Sarah and La were at his sister’s game farm that weekend before. His sister is here now and his mom from South Africa. God is changing our hearts to be like HIM. love you
Mama Buller